So, lots of things have changed in the last few months that I’ve been away.
1. My ex and I got back together, we’ve gotten engaged and now I’m swamped with wedding planning.
2. I had a bit of a tragedy happen in mid-November, and since then have been under-going blood tests, biopsies, and ultrasounds every two weeks or so. Most of what’s going on is actually causing strain/pressure on my spine, leading to pinched nerve-y type pain.
3. I just recently, this week, started going back to the gym since my mid-November incident, without my doctor’s clearance.
I’m having to start all of my weightlifting stats from the bottom and work my way back up. It’s terrible. I’m heartbroken… And honestly, I’m going to work as hard as I can to get my stats back up.
Vibes, people. Vibes…
Anonymous asked: Being fit is being skinny you idiot, being athletic and flexible is a whole different thing, you don't have to skinny to be athletic but you do have to be skinny to be fit
"Fitness." Merriam-Webster.com. Merriam-Webster, n.d. Web. 28 Dec. 2013. <http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/fitness>.
I don’t know what prompted you to send me the dumbest message I’ve received in at least 6 months, but nowhere in the Merriam-Webster dictionary definition of “fitness” do I find the word “skinny.” Even synonyms for the word “fitness” focus 100% on health attributes as opposed to size attributes. So I’m sorry if you have this deep seeded complex that refuses to allow you to accept that, from all standpoints of medicine, science, and flat out fact, fitness is irrelevant to body size. That really sucks for you that your brain is struggling to let you come to terms with that. However, it is also 100% not my problem.
tl;dr: Blow it out your ass.
christmas is so much worse as you get older it’s like “what do you want this year?” “a sense of purpose”